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20 May 2007 @ 09:32 am
Well yesterday didn't go exactly as planned. Keven mom had an anxiety attack and we had to take her to the hospital, so we didn't go to Raleigh. I hope it all works out for Keven, and I hope his mom can be happy again without any stress. Gosh, I can't believe I am going to be a senior soon, that is crazy stuff. What scares me even more is I need to get a high score on SAT next time or I won't be able to apply for college this summer. Bleh! I am gonna get ready for church...
Current Mood: rushedrushed
Current Music: goodbye, goodnight -mae
18 May 2007 @ 07:16 am
What there to say, this week has just been there. Basically my health sucks right now and it is frustrating me a ton. I just wish for school to be over with, I am not exactly looking forward to the US EOC, not really worried about algebra. I can't stand the book we are reading in english, The Great Gatsby, it just isn't doing anything for me. I know I'm rambling, but this is how this week has been though. On Saturday I get to go up to Raleigh to see Keven college, I am very excited, but kinda sad I will be missing my church prom. Oh well I need to get going, bye.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: passenger seat -death cab for cutie
16 May 2007 @ 07:04 pm
Wow today has not been a great day, especially this afternoon. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I want to be healthy, and I am trying my hardest, I am just scared and I hope for everything to be okay. Just with my weight and acid reflux and heart problems..it is all crazy! It is official, I am scared of the future.
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: a perfect sonnet -bright eyes.
15 May 2007 @ 07:05 am

Hey Hey Hey....Yesterday I was kinda sick. I had a sinus infection or something, but I felt the need to go to school anyways because if you miss one day of algebra, it gonna take forever to catch up on. Besides the sickness, lunch lady making me mad, and keven mom getting mad at him. Yesterday wasn't so bad. I get to go play arcade games at Jillians today. I am excited, I love that play! Well I shall go bye!


To live is the rarest thing. Most people only exist.

Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: Collide- Howie Day
13 May 2007 @ 03:35 pm

Sometimes i feel like I just don't know what the right and wrong thing to do. I just wish I didn't try to help or care about people. I just caree to much and it ends up hurting someone else. It is stressful. There are going to be changes this week, not bad changes, just trying to better myself with my attitude and controlling some of the things I do. Not much else to say really. 

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.
- Oscar Wilde

Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: somewhere only we know - keane
10 May 2007 @ 05:38 pm
So glad tomorrow is Friday. Today was alright, Tim is mad at me I guess. I honestly don't feel like caring because I know what I did was right and if he was wants to do drugs, then let it be. I decided to switch lunch tables today also because I am tired of the majority of people talk about doing drugs. I mean grow up, there more to life then just that. So I sat with Jordan. This weekend, I get to hang with Keven friday and I rented some movies for him. (Crash and Hostage) Saturday, I get to paint a house the first part of the day and later on go Mother Day and my mom birthday shopping with Gabbie, Keven, and me:) On Sunday, not so sure besides church and mother's day celebrating. Well I am out, I guess I need to do homework. Bye
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: i will- the beatles.
09 May 2007 @ 06:27 pm
Ah, I feel crappy right now. School has been a bit slack lately, I had to write a story last night which I think I did horrible on the grammar. Yesterday I saw my prom pics, they were awesome, prom was very very very fun:D Didn't even had to party to have fun lol. Not too much more to say, but I can't wait for the weekend the come, actually...i don't know what to look forward to. I just want to be with Keven right now in his arms.
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: i miss you -incubus.
08 May 2007 @ 05:34 pm
Bleh... that all I can say. I got so much crappy homework to do tonight, I'm just not looking forward to it. I feel like lately all I do is disapoint people, I hate that feeling. I want to make others happy, especially those that care for me the most. I get my prom pics tonight, so I am excited about that! Not much more to say, just... I don't get some people.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: when i look to the sky- train.
07 May 2007 @ 08:16 pm
Today was pretty...neat. haha. I played hooky today and went to the beach with keven, jesse, and sarah. Its funny because it wasn't warm outside at all. It was badly windy. Dare County schools were closed because of the wind. And funny to say how stupid we are, we went to Jocky Ridge. Let just say...I can see why arab wear turbens. haha:) I got alot of sand in my eyes, and it hurt when it blew to my skin. It was awesome though because when we got to the water, you could tell alot of sand was covering it, it was hard to explain, but it was so amazing. Well I got school tomorrow, woot. I am worried about my mom though, she has a blood clot and has to be operated on, I hope she will be alright.
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: iris- goo goo dolls.
06 May 2007 @ 08:52 pm
This weekend was defintely the best, prom was so much fun. Today was alittle emotional because things weren't going exactly my way, but let just forget about it. I hope to get prom pics soon. Me and Keven rescued a baby mouse, it is so cute. It makes me think how I actually might want a job with animals. Life is just full of suprises I guess. Well tomorrow I get to skip school to go to the beach, yay!
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: all my loving x the beatles